Post by speedingbullet on Jan 16, 2006 1:26:25 GMT -5
heres my big speech ive spent a more than an hour typing, some of this ive told noone.
when I first discovered jetsetradiofuture I loved it and it was the best game I had ever played, but I felt alone because none of friends liked it as much as I did, my friend kyle hated it, because he didnt like japanese people. but thats just how he is, hes the kinda guy who thinks all black people are bad, and he even stated a we hate canada fad at school because he thinks you guys are wanna-be americans (i disagree), and another one of my friends didnt like it because he was an anti-xbox person. But anyways as the months passed on, I met a few ppl online who liked JSR, but most people didnt even know what it was, and every single jetsetradio group had died, so I still felt alone, however one day on the sega forums I came up across some guy who called himself Britzman, he made a post that said JSRF art on it and it linked to some art he posted here. When I saw this site I went all gaga over it because it seemed that my lonelyness was over. Well I went to post "sorry but guests cant post here" so I went to register. "sorry the administrator is not allowing new members at this time". Then my entire world turned upside down down and I can actually recall myself saying "no...nooo.....noooo...NOOOOOO!!!!!" and I went into a rampage because it seemed like one of my greatest dreams was never meant to be, and to be honest, after a bit I literally started crying which is something I just dont do anymore. So that night I stayed up in bed for hours just thinking of ways that I could get the admin to let me in. But then the next day I tried again, and I discovered that that was just some error cuz it finally let me register.
yep, thats what this group has meant to me for the past year that ive been here, heck I can even remember the hours upon hours I spent time posting here, even when the group declined when mozheats appeared. But now ive accepted the fact that JSR is dead and im not severly pissed at pk anymore for abandoning Jsr because he gained a bigger interest over mozheats.
Ive changed emotionally over the past year and I would like to thank you all for that .
back when I came here the first time I was depressed all the time because I felt like an outkast to everyone else because I have some disorder which is very mild form of autism, which most people call aspergers. also, most of the time when I first started coming here I tried to be nice and not get in the way of things, cuz I was afraid that if I did, you guys would get mad and treat me differently cuz I was new to this place. (sorta like noobs get treated when they ask high level people questions on runescape). Then finally I decided that I didnt belong here, because it SEEMED (notice that I said seemed) that a few people didnt really like me, and that everybody else thought I was annoying. So I did a goodbye post, but then to my suprise alot of the members here didnt want me to leave. So then I started to think that maybe you guys and a whole lot of other people werent like the kids at school who ignored me and treated me differently. I was still depresed about some things after that, until I finally said to myself "f**k this depression, its interphering with my grades", and now im not really lonely anymore, and Im not depressed all the time like I used to be.
Thankyou guys so much, especially PK for making his comic and this forum.
Im actually thinking of starting my own webcomic, its a pokemon sprite comic based on the gameboy pokemon games that focuses on what older people still like about pokemon. Screw pikachu and all those other weak and gay pokemon who the children love, this is about action, and all the cool pokemon like Alakazam, magneton, Nidoking ect. the only problem is, is that i dont know if im ready for it.
with the last few words I have in this speech, I would like to bid farewell to jetsetrevolution (im not leaving just yet) and I have enjoyed my time here
(sorry about any spelling or grammer errors ive stayed up late typing this and I gotta go cuz were having a makup day tommorow on martin luther king day)
when I first discovered jetsetradiofuture I loved it and it was the best game I had ever played, but I felt alone because none of friends liked it as much as I did, my friend kyle hated it, because he didnt like japanese people. but thats just how he is, hes the kinda guy who thinks all black people are bad, and he even stated a we hate canada fad at school because he thinks you guys are wanna-be americans (i disagree), and another one of my friends didnt like it because he was an anti-xbox person. But anyways as the months passed on, I met a few ppl online who liked JSR, but most people didnt even know what it was, and every single jetsetradio group had died, so I still felt alone, however one day on the sega forums I came up across some guy who called himself Britzman, he made a post that said JSRF art on it and it linked to some art he posted here. When I saw this site I went all gaga over it because it seemed that my lonelyness was over. Well I went to post "sorry but guests cant post here" so I went to register. "sorry the administrator is not allowing new members at this time". Then my entire world turned upside down down and I can actually recall myself saying "no...nooo.....noooo...NOOOOOO!!!!!" and I went into a rampage because it seemed like one of my greatest dreams was never meant to be, and to be honest, after a bit I literally started crying which is something I just dont do anymore. So that night I stayed up in bed for hours just thinking of ways that I could get the admin to let me in. But then the next day I tried again, and I discovered that that was just some error cuz it finally let me register.
yep, thats what this group has meant to me for the past year that ive been here, heck I can even remember the hours upon hours I spent time posting here, even when the group declined when mozheats appeared. But now ive accepted the fact that JSR is dead and im not severly pissed at pk anymore for abandoning Jsr because he gained a bigger interest over mozheats.
Ive changed emotionally over the past year and I would like to thank you all for that .
back when I came here the first time I was depressed all the time because I felt like an outkast to everyone else because I have some disorder which is very mild form of autism, which most people call aspergers. also, most of the time when I first started coming here I tried to be nice and not get in the way of things, cuz I was afraid that if I did, you guys would get mad and treat me differently cuz I was new to this place. (sorta like noobs get treated when they ask high level people questions on runescape). Then finally I decided that I didnt belong here, because it SEEMED (notice that I said seemed) that a few people didnt really like me, and that everybody else thought I was annoying. So I did a goodbye post, but then to my suprise alot of the members here didnt want me to leave. So then I started to think that maybe you guys and a whole lot of other people werent like the kids at school who ignored me and treated me differently. I was still depresed about some things after that, until I finally said to myself "f**k this depression, its interphering with my grades", and now im not really lonely anymore, and Im not depressed all the time like I used to be.
Thankyou guys so much, especially PK for making his comic and this forum.
Im actually thinking of starting my own webcomic, its a pokemon sprite comic based on the gameboy pokemon games that focuses on what older people still like about pokemon. Screw pikachu and all those other weak and gay pokemon who the children love, this is about action, and all the cool pokemon like Alakazam, magneton, Nidoking ect. the only problem is, is that i dont know if im ready for it.
with the last few words I have in this speech, I would like to bid farewell to jetsetrevolution (im not leaving just yet) and I have enjoyed my time here
(sorry about any spelling or grammer errors ive stayed up late typing this and I gotta go cuz were having a makup day tommorow on martin luther king day)
, just want you to know your a fellow member like all of us sadly you have to go 
